XCENTRIC-ANGEL

Happy Birthday to me I dont know what I will be, I am a year older now, oh boy, and how! I made a wish on my birthday, But that was so yesterday. If wishes came true, I would have wished not one but two. Will I find true love, or will I take a nun's vow? I hope to reach great heights, but it will take great might. I am a year older now, and I wonder how? Is there something to look forward too? Is there something interesting to do? Happy Birthday to me, I wish the future I could see.

You try and try, but it sticks like glue. Sometimes we wonder why we cannot let go of things, situations or people, who do not make us happy. The more we avoid them, the more it seems to bother us. Why does this happen? We go through life hearing, seeing and feeling many emotions. They subconsciously effect the way we think. We don't realize this, but our brain is like a super computer. It picks up and stores information in the back of our mind. It could be something we heard. It could be something we felt very briefly when someone shouts at us. But it none the less gets stored. We harbour these subconscious memories and react to them in moments that catch us unaware. Many of us have at some point felt pain. Immense pain, that could bring negative thoughts into our minds. Like, 'I am not good enough', 'I am not beautiful', 'I am not capable', etc. You may say that you don't think that way. But in a situation you were badly hurt, a negative thought like