I am hurt

I have been ripped apart

But why should I be sad

why should I feel for someone

who didnt bother about me?

I have tried to stay calm,

I am tried to wade through the storm

My heart aches once again

for something that cannot be mine.

I have lost in this game before

I have hurt like this before

Should I get used to it?

Or is love just testing me?

Havent I given it my all?

havent I promised to catch you if you fall?

Then why should I be the one to suffer the loss

When all I did was let you be the boss?

Yet my heart aches

wants to re-live those days

when we were so in love

when nothing mattered but us.

The laughter we shared

the scerets too

Holding hands

under the twilight sun.

I am hurt now

and so are you

My heart aches

But there is nothing I can do.