XCENTRIC-ANGEL

Everything is an illusion. Life, Love and our Being. Love starts with a spark, an goes up in smoke. Soon Life follows the suit of hearts. We believe because we have to live. But a belief is also like a dream. We wake up to the sunrise. Only to see it fade into the dusk. We hope for a better tomorrow in the darkness of our sleep's night. Only to see it melt into the engulfing light. But we never give up this illusion. Because we have to survive this ordeal. Then what is this illusion that engulfs our being? Is it a future based on the trust on the supreme, or a past built on the dust of a dream? We dream because we need relief. Relief from all that is unreal. But we finally surrender to a surreal feeling. And we give in to the illusion of Life, Love and our Being.

I crave for the soft look love in your eyes, I crave for the comforting warmth when I lay by your side. I crave for the tenderness in your in your voice, I crave for the truth, as I am done with the lies. I wonder if these feelings I crave for can be ever felt, to hold you in my arms like lovers whose hearts melt. I wonder if these feelings I crave for can ever come true, my skies, my life, my world is all so blue. I ask myself to feel again, what I felt when we were one, but its hard to recollect now, cause my heart has become numb. I tell myself; no one is to blame for the way we feel now, But it’s hard for my mind, not to punish me for the things I did. It’s too late now, to ask you for forgiveness, to ask you to come and love me once more. It’s too late now, to be together, to love once more or be strangers forever!