XCENTRIC-ANGEL

Life is so un-fair. I wish there was more to life than this! I really wish I was dead... All around us, we can hear people saying this... But what is it that we really want? We all need some negotiations with life. 'If I do this, I hope you can give me this' we negotiate with God. Or if we don't believe in the supreme being, we make promises to ourselves, like, if we quit smoking then maybe my luck will change. Nothing is going to change! Nothing ever will. Once somebody told me that, we are all but God's tea bags. Only when we are dipped in hot water, do we actually know our strenghts! Well that is true. To an extent. But what if the water is piping hot and the tea bag breaks? That is where I am now, I think. On this mundane Wednesday afternoon, as I sit, sipping my hot cup of machine coffee, I realize what I finally want from life. It is the most idealistic thought. A thought which I would someday like to see come true. Not only for me, but for all the people I love. ...

Many things run in my mind but in the darkness no way I can find. My life is going in circles, will I ever overcome my hurdles? I pray each day for a miracle so that I can calm my mind, so fickle. As I lay every night on my bed I think of every word I ever said. Am I a person who is wrong or someone who is strong? Emotions in me run wild am I the problem child? I walk on and on, on this path knowing I will have to face the wrath. I still go ahead with sure confidence hoping all the good things in life are not a co-incidence. Head held high I walk, with every word thought, I talk. A day will come in my deserted life when everything wrong will be right. That will be the day when I will find when they will be peace and calm in my mind. The problem child will then see, there is no where else she would rather be!

Dreams of a distant tomorrow, throws a ray of light on my heart. Promises of being together, makes me feel the never before feeling of new love. I wasn’t so sure if I could ever feel this way again, but then you came my way and made everything alright. Now I can see the soft ray of Love, lift the veil of darkness caused by love lost. I want to be with you now till the end of time, in your arms, in your soft caresses, in your light! Be mine forever , I whisper into your ears. You smile and kiss me softly on my cheek, You say, that you have always been mine since the beginning of time. I melt in your arms and feel secure, I know we can never be apart now. We were meant to be my love , you whisper, lost to the world and lost in each other’s love . I can but only see, the light shine in our now not so distant tomorrow. It grows brigher, fading away the darkeness, making my dream into a reality like 'happily ever after'! Image Credit - Getty Images