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Am I dead?


Lazy thoughts in my head,
make me wonder if I am dead.
Cookies, chocolates and ice creams too
this is not want I want from you.
Free wild and absolutely high
Hands out, I run towards the open sky.
Yellow flowers sway and dance
I laugh at the owl's stance.

Blue, green, yellow and pink,
in all these colors my feet sink.
Cool waters tickle my feet,
when I try and move them to an African beat.
The sun has started to melt,
in the dark green grass I knelt.
My body heavy, my mind still active
fireflies hold my heart captive.

Cool breeze dries my sweat
as I lay their in Nature's debt.
I realize that the breeze is not the gentle wind,
but the fan in my room that is on full spin.
I feel lost and helpless in my bed,
what if it was true, all of what I just said.
Lazy thoughts like these in my head,
make me wonder if I am dead.


Comments

AT said…
Teja , u have a way with words...and how !I do pray that all that you've wished for in ur poems comes true..u are unique there is no doubt abt this !
September 27, 2010 at 1:21 AM
Unknown said…
Thank you for reading Asha. Its only when I hear such positive comments from people like you that I feel like writing some more.

Thank you once again :)
September 27, 2010 at 3:03 AM
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