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I am hurt
I have been ripped apart
But why should I be sad
why should I feel for someone
who didnt bother about me?
I have tried to stay calm,
I am tried to wade through the storm
My heart aches once again
for something that cannot be mine.
I have lost in this game before
I have hurt like this before
Should I get used to it?
Or is love just testing me?
Havent I given it my all?
havent I promised to catch you if you fall?
Then why should I be the one to suffer the loss
When all I did was let you be the boss?
Yet my heart aches
wants to re-live those days
when we were so in love
when nothing mattered but us.
The laughter we shared
the scerets too
Holding hands
under the twilight sun.
I am hurt now
and so are you
My heart aches
But there is nothing I can do.

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