XCENTRIC-ANGEL

Windy Windows Warm Mornings Cold Blankets Love soaked Soul Misty Eyes Dreamy Insights Thoughtful Moments Lazy restful Soul Magical Feelings Glowing Dark Flowing Steadiness Pensive playful Soul Earthly Attachments Fiery Disposition Airy Emotions Water Tight Soul Blue Walls Red Dots Yellow Music Color fest in the Soul. by, Teja Priyadarshini

Death Star Was all I saw, Last breath Last second. Waiting for Eternity Passing on Light filled path Fear over comes all But wait Is that how it should be? Shouldn't Love take over Response is slow Heart beat, stings Pain felt Needle prick at first Stronger it gets Tears are salty when they fall Swollen eyes Red from hurt Soul shines Happiness everywhere Lurking in shadows Black death stares When all is over what is left? Life reborn A memory gone. Death Star we all are Rare as it gets Our soul we bare. by, Teja Priyadarshini

Misty mountains, take you back, to a place, you held close to your heart. Cool breeze, reminds you of those warm nights stitched into time, with a tread so fine. Heart aches, to go back in time. To do things, we didn't believe in. Looking for a chance, to rebuild a moment. Searching for something, and finding nothing. Warm smell of wood, eyes tear up Shawl pulled around, but soul bared. Memories come, memories go Thinking of wishes made on a shooting star. Echos of the past, a tug at the heart Shadows creeping out of the corners of the mind A sound heard, a voice forgotten. Faces seen; a person you have never been. Soul searches, and finds itself, lost in time. Lost in time, Lost in time, Lost in Time. by, Teja Priyadarshini

Look around you? What do you see? Have you seen your self dress this way maybe a few months ago? Have you seen the new tree that is slowly growing outside your house? Have you seen that new building across the road? What does this tell you?  Everything changes. Nothing remains the same for too long. We change and so does everything around us. We may feel these changes sometime, and sometimes they happen without us noticing them. As humans we incorporate change on a daily basis. Habits change, behavior changes, clothes, houses, relationships, people, nature, everything changes. Everything around us and inside us tells us that the only thing constant is change. Then why are we so afraid of it? Why do we get so comfortable with something when we know for sure it changes? Aren't we supposed to get comfortable with change itself? Why do we alter our reality to such an extent that we blind ourselves to the only constant thing - Change?  Well, I feel we do this so that ...

There are so many things I want to write about. But sometimes I don't find the words to write about what I feel. Sometimes I wonder if I do feel. No, its not a negative thing. And its not depression. Its just a phase of Nothingness. Its a phase when you think of the most irrelevant things like, why is the bald guy actually bald or how can I walk through a wall, or is there a place on earth where one can float, etc. Sometimes they don't make any sense at all. Sometimes it like the only place in your mind you want to be in. I have heard that men have this place more than women do. They are capable of not thinking. They can just sit and stare into oblivion and not have a single thought in their minds. I wonder why women cannot do this. Is it because we are more intelligent and hence have more thoughts? Or is it because Men have lesser things to worry about? I may not be right to make such assumptions. But I am entitled to my opinion, ain't I? Taking about opinions, e...

Its been a long time since I have put my thoughts down. There have been many magical moments the last year, and this year too has started off on a good note. The lessons I have learnt are many. I am sure all of you have also been through many ups and downs last year, and started this year with a hope that it will be better than the last.  But as soon as this year started I have been listening to people talking about the "end of the world" this year. Nostradamus has made predictions which give these assumptions life. The more we think about the end of the world I think we are bringing it closer.  The predictions are many. They say the Mayan's calender ends in 2012 because they predict the world will end. Nostradamus, a french prophet, predicts the end of the world in 2012. Included among 2012 predictions is the belief that there is a 12th planet in our solar system whose orbital path comes close to earth every 30 million or so years.  If it doesn't hit us they s...

So many thoughts in my mind So many questions I need answers to So many hours I waste sitting So many minutes spent waiting The final cut to the scene The final hour of the day Left with nothing to think Left with nothing to work my way with Waiting endlessly for a reason Waiting forever for something new Days go by without a shape Days slip away into years How long will this go on? How long will it keep me alive? Living without a dream Living without an aim in life. by, Teja Priyadarshini